Thank you for all your advice! But despite my best efforts i seem to have stumbled into heart break again! We met online and chatted for a long time... we clicked REALLY well on the phone and text and email. I was still worried that the chemistry wouldn't be there when we finally met in person. But it WAS!!! We were so attracted to each other!!! We walked in the park and help hands and kissed! It was wonderful! He said he wanted to be with me! That he "loved my smile". So many sweet things. But the date was about a week and a half ago! And we have barely talked since!!!??? We talked more before the date than we do now. But when we do he is as sweet as ever and never says he doesn't want to date!!?? But he is always busy with school and work and his business. He was "sick" (i don't know if i believe him) the day we were supposed to meet again, so we haven't even set another date! I wanted this to work soooo badly!! He is so cute and sweet and I liked him sooo much!!! It hurts to think that he doesn't feel the same way... especially since he SAYS he does!!?? I want to confront him... in email, i guess since, that's the only way to get in touch with him... and ask him what the hell is going on!? But other friends say that will just push him away more!!?... I don't know what to do! I'm so hurt!
I'm sorry... i just needed somewhere to vent, and I didn't want to start another "poor me" thread so I dumped here.... sorry!!
March 16, 2009